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...See more I don't want to go to work or do anything at all, I feel exhausted all the time, I am in debt which is going to take a lot of time to pay with my current job, I couldn't complete education so I took admission now but I cannot focus on studying. I have become obese in some previous years. My mom loves me a lot she is the only reason I am living. My father lives far away he lies saying he doesn't recognize us so he won't have to pay maintenance to my mom. I see my colleagues come and work easily happily and take home whole month salary, but when I go sit in office and start working i feel so tired like I have no energy to even lift my hand so most of the time I am on leave. My senior is on the edge to remove me from work and I don't have enough education for another job I don't know how I will pay the debt. I am and always have been at rock bottom of everything let it be education finances health everything. I am not suicidal i don't have the courage to do it it's just I don't know why I am fighting so hard to live but whats going to change after some years why should I live a life like this some more years. I am on anxiety medication from 1.5 year, i don't want to take the medication anymore but I am scared of panic attacks so I take them. I don't know why I am writing here..there is no answer to my question.

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