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Berriee
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17 years Long Distance
Relationship Stress / by Berriee
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 October 14th, 2022
...See more I dont know where else to go woth all my thoughts and feelings, I've never posted anything like this before. Here we go. I moved to the USA to be with my husband of 6 years now We were highschool sweethearts. I'm from Australia hes a US citizen. After YEARS of heartache to be together, I got into the US in 2019. Just before covid really hit. Things were really hard for me, moving to the USA was more of a struggle then I thought it would be. And with covid ontop I lost myself along the way. I lost all self confidence I had and my independence... It's something I've been working on... Fast forward to more recent history. My husband and I have a house together and I'm working from home trying to make a living with my artwork. (Its going well considering I've only been at it a year!) I took on all the housework while working on my home bussiness, I was happy too while my husband went to work at his construction job, its hard on him and he's always been a very hard worker.... But I think he resents me. When he gets angry at me for something, he stops talking to me. A complete brick wall. This week he came home really angry, when I walked into the living room to ask him if he was okay, he shouted at me and told me to "fuck off" and "don't talk to me" So I left him alone.... and this weekend we had made plans to clean out his car. I slept in until 10am (I've always had trouble falling asleep / waking up and on this day I had gone to sleep around 6am) He refused to even look at me.. I was so tired... I kept falling back asleep my body refused to move... he hasn't talked to me for 4 days now, and has slept on the couch... He does this everytime I do "something wrong" I'm definitely the kind of person who prefers to be open and honest with my family.... I just dont know what to do.... I love him... I left everything and everyone to be here... I would do anything to make him happy.... but I don't think I deserve this... Without him I have no one here in the US... I cant even drive here...
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