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BibiLove
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PathStep 14 Compassion hearts113 Forum posts36 Forum upvotes76 Current upvotes76 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2026 Member sinceNovember 7, 2023
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Boys? Again?!
Journals & Diaries / by BibiLove
Last post
 February 21st
...See more Really?! This boy is on my mind again?? Ugh why must I do this to myself. It’s been a long time since we’ve spoken and He didn’t even tell me happy birthday. Like why do he be on my mind so much for 🫨🫨
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Check-In
Depression Support / by BibiLove
Last post
 January 31st
...See more I think doing a check in here is good because this is the only place where I can say that Im struggling emotionally and mentally to keep it together. Ive pushed away all the thoughts about my health and diet because I got other stuff to worry about. So if an unhealthy amount of sugar or dr pepper OR not brushing my teeth or wearing my retainers helps my mental health right now then so be it. Grad School has been a pain in my *** A HUGE PAIN. Only 4 more months till I can go home and get back to the person I was before. But until then I will keep making it. 💛bibi💛
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50%
Depression Support / by BibiLove
Last post
 December 20th, 2025
...See more Its crazy how the world will constantly feel like it’s ending. How everyone walks around, some carrying so much pain and some carrying the weight of someone else’s. What happens when you are both? Is it okay that at a certain point we throw this bag on to someone you know is already carrying so much? I want to still be that person people can talk to, but when the weight of both starts to slow me down, like a boulder is crushing me. If im struggling to hold this up, how will people I want to confide in feel? At what point does it get repetitive that I can’t stand being alive even on the best days. I don’t understand depression and how I was given it. Do others know that I constantly feel like leaving the world even when Im genuinely happy? Or do they think im overreacting to everything? Unfortunately, depression is an extra weight that holds us down. Like a leech that sucks harder the more you try to get it off. But what happens when we finally get that leech off? Does it attach to someone else? Does it always follow me around? Or does it just die? I like living. But I can never Love my life. 💛bibi💛
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AITA Red-It
20 & Over / by BibiLove
Last post
 October 16th, 2025
...See more This is my little shpew. Im pretending I’m on reddit rn lol but that would be mentally unhealthy for me hehe. Am I the *** for getting really annoyed at my friends actions, like misophonia. My friend of 2 years (lets call him Jim) is visiting and staying with me for a week. Im at the halfway point now, so I'm counting the hours till he leaves. (~70hrs) I like to think that I am a very easy going and chill person, I don’t have much preferences or opinions but when I do, I will voice them. Jim however does not and always says “im fine with anything” like that helps. Like this is ur vacation Im throwing out options that Ive done and liked but ya gotta help me out here because my Idea of a great day is staying home and scrolling social media. Another thing is when I give out new options, for example, we were going to get a coffee at Dutch bros (mind u this is the 3rd day we got it) so I said “oh we are also going to pass a black rock if u wanna try that. Its one of my new favorites”. And Jim says his favorite line of “Im fine with anything” THAT DOESNT HELP. Like I can’t read your mind dude. Do you just really love dutch or is that the only place you know. And dont leave it up to me to decide, I LIVE HERE, I can go get WHATEVER I want when I want. Turns out he wanted Dutch. 🙄 The same thing happened the next day where he wanted chipotle (for the 2nd time) and this was the first day the Bagel place was open so I said “ooo *bagel place* is open and is right next to Chipotle” he goes “ooo lets go there instead”. He leaves to go to Chipotle after I mentioned they were right next to each other several times. Then that night I said “I’m not really hungry but do u wanna go eat. Im good with a margarita” and no doubt he says yes and head to Texas Roadhouse. Like I just want a fat margarita and some fried pickles, then I think he gets ashamed or sumtn cuz he just gets the cactus blossom and says “im not that hungry”. DUDE- i just drove us all the way here thinking u were hungry just for you to not get a meal?!?!? Anywho aside from the mind reading trilogy, hes also been undermining me and judging the new adventures I’ve taken on. Its so tiring having to constantly hold his hand thru this whole time, like Im not ur mother. Also, its just become awkward because he just doesn’t do anything, or say anything. I have to prompt it and say wut do u wanna do and he goes “im fine with anything” literally makes me want to grab his vocal chords and rip them out so that he can never say that again, but maybe its fine since its the only words he does say. Anywhoooo going back to the am I the ***. Im not cuz I haven’t done anything, but this whole experience has just been REALLLYYYY IRKING ME. Ok peace bibi
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Deep Breaths
Anxiety Support / by BibiLove
Last post
 October 5th, 2025
...See more My anxiety is so severe around family. Tonight I saw the jonas brothers and it was amazing, but the time leading up to it was NOT! Im the baby of the family so they often think im faking everything. Short story there were seating problems which caused me to have an anxiety attack. My throat felt like it was closing and I was running out of air. N lemme tell ya, its been a LONG time since I last had one so it made me panic even more. It also doesn’t help that my family thinks im faking it and mocks me. Anywhoooo im just here to get this off my chest so I can finally breathe. I wish my family can see that this illness is built around their negativity towards me. I struggle so much around them and it makes me think im not progressing in my road to recovery aka avoiding them. 💛bibi💛
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Relapse?
Depression Support / by BibiLove
Last post
 September 3rd, 2025
...See more Is it possible to have a depression relapse? I’ve been so happy for what felt like so long. I dont know whats happened or what problem occurred. I just feel empty and defeated. Like theres nothing left for me. Like a dark hole that immersed from within me and swallowed me whole… I can still feel tho. I can still laugh and enjoy whatever it is that i’m doing. But the happiness I once felt before is gone. Kinda like the carbonation in sodas, it just fizzles away till it’s flat. If only I were flat. The cap on that bottle was temporary, no. It’s lost. I won’t give in so easily to saying my happiness was temporary. I just need time. Time to find where I heal. Find some love and admiration for myself again. I’m trying to be strong. I really am, but my guard has fallen into the hands of new. New people that I’m scared wouldn’t understand. Im chasing something. I have a goal. I want that goal. I have people I love and they love me. So why? Why am I feeling so down. 💛bibi💛
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Makes Me Think
Poetry / by BibiLove
Last post
 May 17th, 2025
...See more It makes me think Was I wrong Did i hurt something For a song Did I worry You for long Make me feel sorry made me strong I cast a line Wait yearlong No fish are biting Not even a prawn 💛bibi💛
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Wolves arent alone
Journals & Diaries / by BibiLove
Last post
 May 6th, 2025
...See more It’s been tough, I will not lie. From falling in love to falling out because I was scared of others judging me. Hurting him because I ran away from a fight that I shouldn’t have been afraid of. Him not fully getting over me and trying to slide back in. All the way to loving a friend who I could confide anything to. Building a trust, a relationship, even commitment. And we all know commitment is not for me. Just to end up being cheated on. Both trying to crawl back in my life. Idk what is going on, but I know I am going to do what I want and what I deserve. Love can wait another year. Im going to get my masters degree. Im gonna fall in love with my job and helping people. Then when im at my peak— ill ruin it by falling in love again. 💛bibi💛
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