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BigJay78
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Anxiety Support / by BigJay78
Last post
 January 1st, 2025
...See more Okay, so it's like this. No matter how playful I may seem through these hard times, I wave. My brain is running like this, like a horror show where you see a guy who's hanging by meat hooks he's in a lot of pain more than he could ever imagine. Scared to death. He keeps trying to pull on the chains to get himself off the meat hooks, but when he does, his hands slip so he falls an. the hooks rip into him deeper. So he ends up with more pain and even more scared. So his brain is saying I'm trying to live, but this is impossible. I'm stuck and there's too much pain. So please hurry up and let me die because I know even if I do survive this, it's going to be a tragedy fried into my brain and have me suffering the rest of my life physically and mentally, and that I don't want to live through.
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Newbie Hub / by BigJay78
Last post
 January 1st, 2025
...See more I got this app because I've been going through serious struggles for a long time and I've been trying to deal with them by myself for many years I cannot find therapy that my insurance would cover and it is too expensive so I heard about this app and figured I would give it a try I don't like asking for help because I normally get shut down so much that I feel like it's a waste of time to ask but I guess I'll give this a try. I've been dealing with a lot of depression anxiety and so much stress from going through the hurricanes and taking care of my mother while trying to go figure out something to do with my home since half my roof got tore off and it's been bad and I've had no help from nobody or anything not even just people to talk with at least if I had that it would give me more hope and boost to keep going when I don't have any left now.
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