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BlackDragon66
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I feel trapped
Depression Support / by BlackDragon66
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 August 9th, 2025
...See more Hii, I've never wrote in the community for anything. Ya know. It's rather terrifying for me so I apologize if I don't know how it's done properly. I wanted to say that I feel trapped, I am 23, in University. And I think some feelings of stress and anxiety is expected naturally but for me it's a storm. Every mistake is the end of the world, every exam is a giant. And regardless of how I want myself to feel, I feel as if I don't deserve to live unless I do certain things. Unless I suceeed in whatever endeavor. And I don't even know what I want. I don't know who I am. What I want. I know what I don't want. It is sillly to live life by things I don't want. People sepposed to want things. But I. I don't want anything. I don't even feel hunger anymore. I lost a lot of weight and I am failikg to get it back. I do things only cause I am sepposed to do them. So, I feel trapped. Not by the world but by myself. I am in a mental prison and the warden is me.
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