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Blackworth
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No friends and can not get a girl to even go out with me.
Relationship Stress / by Blackworth
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 December 4th, 2014
...See more Hello, I just need to explain my situation. First of all i am alone. I do have grandparents but they are old and do not understand what i am going true. they told me it is not normal. So i am currentely in college and going true a big phase where i have no one to do anything with for 3 years now. I have nothing to show for myself and it is getting me down. every time i see a cuple i get mad. every time i see a group of friends i get sad too. I do not know why. i did try to integrate but i can not make myself any room. I intrude and somtimes i am told i have no idea what the subject is. As i do not have any skills in real life. I do not know even how friendships should work. So i get sad run home and blame myself. I have tried dating sites and meetup but it did not work people are the same there as anywhere i go.   Also my grades have been low. A c+ is nothing and is worthless, I can not get anyone to stay with me and give me a hand and it frustrates me as teachers are busy and have their own lives. So i am alone with a big question about what the hell to do.    Finaly, The family i had fell apart real fast and so i have alwase felt great hate for those more fortunate then me. I even cast my mother out of my life. A form of punishment. Now i know i can not simply have a sister or create one but this is also why i am in desperate need of affection. no one in my family is my age. youngeest member is 67 and i am 24. We can not relate. So being my self i am one that has been alone all my life with no emotional support   If anyone has any suggestions please respond with your ideas.
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