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I'm a bit confused...
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by BlueMoon7423
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 June 2nd, 2020
...See more Hey, this is the first time I've tried reaching out (nervous levels rising) so I hope it's not in vain. So, it's been weird. It began when I started high school. That's when weird stuff began to happen. I didn't think much about it, so I shoved it under a mat. The more things happened, the more I found that I've had this thing for my whole life. When I was sixteen, I mildly gave in and said maybe I'm bi. That just went by, some of my friends found out which backfired with stuff like 'Condemned to Hell'. And so, a year passed. 2020. 18 and finishing High School. Other stuff happened that I'm not going to get into, but know that it's there. I sat with a broken foundation and practically no identity. Our country went into lockdown near the start of March. This was the first time in 5 years that everything took a break. But with it, came everything I dug into a whole. The first few weeks I felt sick every time I 'felt' something that could be put as 'abnormal'. By sick I mean some sort of nerve. I've went out by 'accepting' myself, but nothing really changes. I think something is fighting against itself over this whole thing, and I feel on the edge of finally getting through it, but I'm still stuck. I don't have enough characters to write down everything, so if you came upon this and have questions, feel free to ask. Anything will help at this point. Thanks in advance.
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