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BlueNightSnow777
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Massive Anxiety about Studying, Health Issues, Help me!!!
Anxiety Support / by BlueNightSnow777
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 September 22nd, 2018
...See more Hi, I'm new here, nice to meet ya :) I've just recently graduated college but I feel so lost right now, I have a got a place in a Uni but I'm terrified to go since I feel like the stress will end up piling up, I'll end up getting bad grades and my family and other people will see me as a bigger failure than I already am, I already suffered massive anxiety attacks in my last year and wound up in hospital because my health condition deteriorated to the point it was really serious and that scares me a lot because it could happen again at some point,the doctors told me that I could have a suffered an actual heart attack, I couldn't even sleep that same night, I'm too tired to fight this anymore. I could go back to college for further education but to be honest, I'm anxious about going back there, my classmates and teachers made my stress levels spike because I always had that feeling that they were looking down on me and everything I did. I can't even find a job in the last 3 months even though I've been trying my hardest to apply, had a few interviews but still didn't get the job which made me feel like crap and terrified of rejection in my next job searches. My home life isn't that great either, my brother with learning disabilities make my life so damn hard, my mum makes me extremely anxious to the point I'm suffocating, it turns everything into an anxiety trap for me and I need to find a way to escape from there ASAP, I don't want to sit at home since I want to get somewhere in life, and avoid all the stuff there. Studying animation in Uni seems like my only option right now but this fear is holding me back, I hate everything right now, I wish I could just get on it with things like I used to, I don't know what the hell to do anymore!
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