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Blueemoroses01
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Just trying to make it through life



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Gilmore Girls, Greys Anatomy
TV & Movies / by Blueemoroses01
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 July 26th, 2025
...See more Has anyone watched these two shows an insane amount of times. I’ve rewatched greys anatomy up til the last season on Ntfx. I haven’t had the energy for the rest because it feels drawn out. I could be wrong. On the other hand Gilmore girls has been rewatched countless times. Both the show and limited series. I realized that each time I progressed from the perspective I was experiencing.. first it was Rory’s perspective(I was 13-15 when I started watching this with my mom on and off). Throughout the years as I grew I started seeing Lorelei’s perspective (I’m a parent now to a toddler in my 30s). And lately I’ve been seeing it from Emily’s perspective and realizing how everything just trickled down. It brought me to notice similarities between myself, my mom and my grandmother 😅🙈 so yeah, anyone else or just me? Haha
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Avenged Sevenfold
Music & Dance / by Blueemoroses01
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 July 24th, 2025
...See more Does anyone listen to this band anymore or at all? It’s been a while for me.
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I need friends
Friendship Support / by Blueemoroses01
Last post
 July 27th, 2025
...See more I’m a first time mom; my son is almost two. I’m craving for some friends. Whether it’s mom/dad friends or just friends in general.. I often feel like making friends is similar to dating. If I had to create a friend profile it go something like this; Hi! My name is Leslie. My hobbies are occasionally harassing my houseplants by checking their growth, occasionally listening to 90’s early 2000’s music from different genres so I can go down memory lane, going to the playground with my son (slides are my favorite), and that’s about it. Pretty lame, huh? 😅 going stir crazy as a stay at home mom but love every minute of it.
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RIP Daddy
Grief & Loss / by Blueemoroses01
Last post
 July 24th, 2025
...See more My dad passed in Feb this year and well it was hard. He had cirrhosis of the liver however he wasn’t a heavy drinker. The constant misconception that this only happens to alcoholics was extremely traumatizing because he was never an alcoholic. I’ve since let go of the idea that he’d still be here if they would’ve just helped him vs just assuming he was an alcoholic and leaving him for dead. I wasn’t able to be there all the time (I live in MD and my family is in TX but I got several chances to see him and I got to hear him say I love you before he passed. The funeral happened and when I got back home it felt like it wasn’t real. It still doesn’t but his belongings tell me otherwise when I see them. My stepmom gave me some tshirts to use for a quilt for my son.. still haven’t done anything with them and now I’m worried; what if I wait too long and they go to waste. I’m overwhelmed with the feeling of attachment to an object because I just really miss my dad. I know grief comes differently for everyone but I’m not sure I’m doing ok. I feel like a faucet, and the water is my grief. I let it out every now and then. Some days it hits harder than others. Then I look around my life and see how much I need him today and every day. He provided something no one else did, comfort and safety. My daddy was my protector and now he’s gone. I can sit here and remind myself he’s with me and he’s a part of me.. but I don’t want that. I just want my dad. But daddy is.. dead dead dead. (I was thinking about Golden Girls when Blanche goes through the loss of her father; fortunately I still have humor intact. Dad would be proud). Just needed to get that out. Can anyone else relate?
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