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...See more I lost my 28 year old baby sister 8 months ago which was sudden and unexpected due to having to much alcohol intake while her anxiety/antidepressant was in her system. She was a single mother of a 5 year old boy and my heart breaks for him everyday! I still have not really come to terms with my sisters death and don’t really think I ever will. It has really triggered my anxiety and depression very bad and my meds have stopped working (trying to address that but doctors appointments are a pain to try and get in a timely manner). I find it hard sometimes to concentrate at work due to this, which I work with dangerous machines and deadly chemicals so I worry that one day I’ll slip up due to my mind not being focused on the task at hand. I understand crying is a part of the healing process but I haven’t really felt much healing. I noticed the crying is less frequent but the pain is with me everyday. I really don’t know what to do or where to start to feel better, not really sure at this point if you ever really truly move forward from losing a sibling so young with so much potential, that was just ripped away I just am having a hard time comprehending this! It hurts so bad because every time I continue on to live life I feel like I’m betraying my sister because I’m older, she should be the one still here with her little boy!

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