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...See more Married with Kids here. For the past few years i had so many failiures in so many categories it not only has physical consequences but it broke me to level i could not have imagined before. I always imagined myself as a stronger and hopeful person. However, recently cant escape the dark thoughts that become scarier with each Day. I am in a deep financal crisis as a business owner and things are looking grim. However my main issues are the connection. We moved from our city to a different one few years ago and even though i work with People every Day, i can not find a single person i can share my thoughts to. Yeap. My wife included. Its a very long story but me and her became so apart in our life and philosophical (and religious) view of the World that i can not see how this can be fixed. She is great with the Kids and over all a good person, but it is impossible to share any of my thoughts to her. Also i have history with betrayal and she did a thing (did not cheat, but it felt worse) that hurt me a lot few years ago and i can not seem to trust her about feelings again. I am also a proffesional screen writer and as such i always analyze and evaluate my psyche and i am pretry sure i know myself and can pinpoint every iasue. However, this makes my situation even scarier, cause i cant see to see a way out. So.. Overall, this is my first try to reach for some Light, cause the darkness is rising and the fire on my torch is becoming weaker with each day I dont know how this platform work but am looking for a genuine connection.

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