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BruisedNectarine
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I don't know how to help myself
7 Cups Online Therapy / by BruisedNectarine
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 April 2nd, 2024
...See more I think my biggest problem is that I hate people. Not all people, but majority of people. I feel uncomfortable around like 80% of people that I meet and their presence often triggers my anxiety. It's a massive problem at work. My anxiety is severe and sometimes it makes me walk out from work half way through my shift, sometimes I can't even bring myself to work at all. Not because I can't be bothered to work. It's because the thought of being around certain people makes me ill. So, with so many absences from work, I can't keep any job for longer than a year. I've had about 25-30 different jobs in the period of 10 years. Last week I've lost another job where I've been working last 8 months. I'm left with absolutely no money, no income and frankly it seems that I'm out of options when it comes to work in my area. So I've been feeling quite desperate last few days and I keep getting suicidal thoughts quite frequently as well. I don't have any family or friends that I could turn to for help. I'm scared of the dark place where I found myself.
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