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Hey everyone, Im a cheater and love to play people for fools. This site is really good if you wanna cheat on someone


Ky, what can I even say to that. Let me first say that I don't want to stop talking to you and yeah it's against my better judgement. But I can't stop. Everything in my being tells me to stop doing this. And to just leave it as what it was and that's it. But I fucking can't. And you are worth every single bit of what I said. You're worth so much more than you give yourself credit for, Ky. I hate that we can't meet. I hate even more that if somehow you did find me at my job that my only instinct would be to kiss you. And that would be really bad because like I said he works at that job too and everybody knows him. And would most likely rat me out, lol. At this point I really don't know how I would get through my day without you. Without seeing that you've messaged me. Without you saying my name sending me into a fit of pleasure, both sexual and not. Imagining you saying my name to me is literally everything that I could hope for. I can't even get over the feelings that you bring up in me. Like I said I've never felt this way about a girl before, or anyone this fast. I feel horribly guilty because you're all I can think about. When I'm at work, when I'm home, when I'm having me time, lol. I can't imagine my day's going on without you. And honestly if there was a solution to this where my animals didn't suffer I would probably leave. And that's terrible of me. Because 14 years, Ky. That right there should show you how much you fucking mean to me. Because if I had an out I would in a fucking heartbeat. I know I fell for you, really fucking hard. I want to say the words to you but I'm terrified because then it makes it real and then I feel more guilty. I have thought about this every witch way to next Sunday on how I could leave pack my shit and just go. And honestly I was thinking about this even a little bit before you. Not quite this intensely but I was. Mostly hypothetical and theoretical, but still I was.


Love always,



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Listener Since Jun 4, 2018
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