Im just a broken mommy trying to figure out how to face this world without the light of my boy. I love being outdoors and on the water. I love to build things, beautiful things out of other people's junk so I guess I'm a professional dumpster diver or maybe a garbage aficionado? I'm trying to learn how to live without chemical dependency which is a more on again than off again relationship since my life was ripped upside down. I have looked for help dealing with grief and because of life and sheer bad luck I've been unsuccessful. I am more than hopeful I will find some peace now with this site.