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Butterfly051212
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Idk what to do anymore
Relationship Stress / by Butterfly051212
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 September 19th, 2019
...See more Hello. Im new to this so hopefully im doing this right. Lol I dont know where to begin. Its multiple things. Me and my fiance have been together for 7 years and we have 3 beautiful children together. But there has always been constant battles. Dont get me wrong I know that all relationships will have ups and downs and none are perfect but Im just at a cross road. My fiance is a big huge avid hunter. Which is totally cool. I even find that sexy lol. But ive told hin day one that I dodnt care that he had a hobby unless thay came to interfere with our family. Well over the years thats what always happens and me and the kids get put on the back burner. Im told on a weekly basis that I cant spend a lot of money because of bills and etc which i totally get because we are on a fixed income. He is the only one working due to me being home with the kids. Oldest one is 6 and others are twins that are 3 1/2. Anyways so I buy the necessary things like food, toilet paper, laundry stuff etc but once on awhile I will get me a $10 or so sgirt to make myself feel good or the kids something and he blows up about money. But for hunting he can buy anything no amount asked! Then i have bad self esteem. Im a lil overweight and all and I dont feel beautiful no more at all. To me it only feels like he touches me when he wants something. Im very affectionate sexually and non sexually. Im even dieting and losing weight to help myself there. Theres a lot more but run out of room lol
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