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C137RickSanchez
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How to accept you'll be alone?
Depression Support / by C137RickSanchez
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 March 21st, 2018
...See more I'm an extremely lonely person whom has never had a single close physical or emotional connection. However I also understand that I'm far too mentally fucked up, emotionally unavailable and straight up unattractive to have such a thing. How do I accept the fact that I'm simply going to be alone for a long time? How do I make peace with a desire that I cannot possibly sate? also preemptively, in case anyone wants to peddle the "someone for everyone" lie, A. You don't comprehend how repulsively unattractive I am and B. That STILL doesn't negate the reality that I'm going to be alone for a LONG time to come.
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Impossible to date if you're mental?
Depression Support / by C137RickSanchez
Last post
 May 6th, 2017
...See more For the entirety of my young life I've never had a close connection with anyone. Currently I'm 21 and I'm excruciatingly lonely, except I also understand that I'm far too emotionally insecure and unstable to ever have a healthy relationship with anyone. Do I simply have to just resign myself to the fact that I'm going to alone for as long as I'm mentally unhealthy?
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I need to give up
Depression Support / by C137RickSanchez
Last post
 December 4th, 2016
...See more I need to completely give up on the idea of dating or finding a partner. I am completely and utterly unattractive. I ooze nothing but weakness and insecurity and women can smell it from a mile away. I'm such a disgustingly worthless piece of shit, and I know full well harbouring any feelings of attraction to anyone is just a futile excerise in wasting my time and effort kicking myself in the nuts. It will be a long time of serious self-improvement before anyone would be able to even look at me without physical revulsion, so I need to desert the idea entirely for the time being. How do I do this? My most appealing option right now is something akin to hacking my bits off with a large kitchen knife.
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Low Self-Esteem = No Chance at Dating
Depression Support / by C137RickSanchez
Last post
 September 29th, 2016
...See more I'm a miserable, lonely, low-confidence, self-hating, spineless piece of shit. I am so thoroughly repulsive and unattractive that I should just give up on the idea of dating completely. Not only are the odds stupidly impossible, but clinging onto any shred of hope is just a stupid and pointless endeavour that serves no purpose but to hurt myself.
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Craving connection
Depression Support / by C137RickSanchez
Last post
 September 18th, 2016
...See more I don't know if this is the place for this, but here goes. I've never had a close connection with anyone growing up. I spent most of my youth in isolation. Now I'm 21 and the gnawing emptiness of a life without love is eating away at me unignorably. My issue is that dating is a horror show for me. Not only am I sporting a 100% rejection rate, but I lack fundamental concepts like self esteem and confidence to such a severe degree that I am nothing but repulsively unattractive to women. No one wants to date the shy loser nerd who hates himself. I hear a lot of people say no one can love you unless you love yourself. I think there's an element of truth to that, and it's that line of thinking that leaves me feeling stuck in a catch 22. I know I'm rambling like a stupid fool. I just don't know what to do.
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Should I abandon any hope?
Relationship Stress / by C137RickSanchez
Last post
 June 2nd, 2016
...See more To try and put it succinctly, I've never had a close relationship with anyone for my entire 21 years of life, and I've been shot down every time I've tried to flirt with/ask someone out. I'm very lonely and sexually frustrated. However, I'm also a very shy, quiet, awkward loner with few hobbies, and I suffer greatly from self esteem/self hatred and low self confidence. So I realise that I project absolutely nothing but repulsively unattractive signals. Should I just abandon any hope of attracting women at all for the next 5 - 10 years minimum it takes to straighten my mind out?
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