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CagedBird90
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I'm an anorexic bulimic!
Eating Disorder Support / by CagedBird90
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 October 20th, 2015
...See more So Iv been going to my therapy sessions since February after 5 years of bulimia. I am now classed as anorexic ( binge/Purge subtype). Since starting therapy they have been pushing inpatient care. Waiting for a bed and referrals i have now lost even more weight. I go my therapy session last week and ask about inpatient and they say im making positive changes so im not for inpatient. im so confused am I not thin enough to get inpatient care? Im not looking forwards to inpatient its terrifying ! But i also know that without someone else taking control of my habbits i wont succeed in recovery i know that. What am i to do i have to gaj half my body weight to be classed as in healthy range. I want to be well i hate my body but i hate the weight gain more! The fear of a number has destroyed my life. I feel like i am such a selfish person for bejng so weak! I listerally hurt myself because i know i need to be punished for it. What am i to do. My life at the minute is continuing with a painful heart and a tormented mind.
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