Skip to main content Skip to bottom nav
Caoge
1,311 M Little Steps 4
PathStep 6 Compassion hearts25 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes2 Current upvotes2 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2017 Member sinceDecember 4, 2017
Bio
Recent forum posts
Caoge profile picture
Breakup and suicide
Relationship Stress / by Caoge
Last post
 February 25th, 2018
...See more After 5 years of relationship my gf split up with me 2 month ago. My life had stopped at that moment. What I feel since that moment is only pain and emptiness. I spent a month in psych-hospital. I have nothing to be interesting in anymore. I don't feel that I'm a person that I used to be. It's like my identity is erased. She is getting married in few days. I had problems with depression from time to time even before. Now I think about death and suicide all day long. I'm alone in another country. She was my single friend. I cannot do something or even think about anything else. I had suicide attempt in the past. I've never felt as bad as now. I have strong feeling that EVERYTHING is wrong. With me, with the word. So I'm just a mistake that must be deleted, I'm trash. I am in despair
Search more from @Caoge
Talk to an expert therapist
Counseling is about making changes you seek in your life. It is a place that...
Talk to Stacy Now
Badges & Awards
14 total badges
Hand Shake Linked Quintet Super Active Chief Chat Honest Voice Strong Start Reconnect First Post Reaching out First Compassion Bundled Teammate Strong Bond I
Report an issue