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CareBear099
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Trauma Support / by CareBear099
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 February 13th
...See more When i was staying at my boyfriends holiday home for new years 2025 we kept asking me for sex. Now i never said no but i was sitting on the couch knees tucked in chest repeatedly saying I wasn’t sure and trying to convince him to do something else like go for a walk. He kept asking and I ended up giving in and saying okay but then he mentioned he didn’t have a condom, i then spoke up about how i really didn’t like the situation (him not having condom) but he kept promising he would pull out in time and kept asking me so i gave in again. The whole time we were having sex i was not enthusiastically participating and was still the entire time. He also wanted me to do doggy style which means he wouldn’t have been able to see the pain i was in so he might not have known. I was a virgin by the way so maybe he thought it was just nerves and i needed a push? either way i have nightmares every single night and feel detached from my body. Please any insight or opinions on this situation would help more than you know. Little background about him in the relationship: He was extremely narcissistic and had bad anger issues. 
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