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Cherch
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Hello! You can call me Cherch

I want to be a good person when I grow up. If I grow up haha


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I don't know what should I feel (Trigger warning)
Self-Harm Recovery / by Cherch
Last post
 3 days ago
...See more Today (an hour ago actually) I first time cut myself. Not deep and not much, but... I don't know, my mind just went blank. And I liked it.  It's like, my pain was so intense and I felt so incredibly bad, and it seemed like I supposed to try this. It was so easy, my arms didn't twich a bit and I was so.. Confident? I don't know, my mind is such a mess right now and I can't tell my friends about that because they will be extremely worried and scared. I don't want to disappoint them and make them feel bad I was harming myself before, but I was slightly biting myself or chewing my cheeks and lips, but cutting for me was... Hmm.. Point of no-return or something like that. I actually don't know what I supposed to feel, should I be scared? Should I be sad or worried? I'm autistic and this situation not one where I have a pattern to follow, and my btain is burning.  I hate this situation so much 
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