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...See more Hello everyone- i started to get worried about myself and wanted to see if anyone had similar experiences or has any advice. Ive been using many different kids of drugs over the course of the last three years, when I first started. Never got close to getting addicted to anything, luckily. But in the course of the last 6 months Ive been using more than ever, summer was quite wild and after that, theres been some really good parties i couldnt miss. Ive recently started microdosing myself with amphetamine to keep myself awake and study (its almost impossible to find adderal where I live), since I have my exams. But its usually only one or two small lines for the whole night, just to keep myself awake and focused. Well, to get to the point, I lost a lot of weight, and rarely ever feel hungry. I eat one meal a day, because in my house we always eat lunch together and I cant escape it. But I would always skip the rest of the meals because just thinking about food would make me sick. I dont feel hunger and I basically forget to ever eat unless remined and forced to do so. Ive lost a lot of weight and feel sick everytime I step on a a scale and see such a small number... but I cant get myself to do anything. If I force myself to eat, Im most likely to throw it up cause my stomach doesnt want to take it. I cant seek for help because I dont want my family to find out about my drug-use habits. Anyone that can help?

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