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CloudCola
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Starting over again
Self-Harm Recovery / by CloudCola
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 February 18th, 2024
...See more (TW) I feel so dumb. I was clean for 7 years and I threw it away about 2 weeks ago. Now I'm having trouble stopping again. It's like I let the flood gate open and I'm addicted again. Every day I feel myself beg for it even though it only brings temporary release. I keep telling myself i deserve the pain, but i know its not really true... I conquered it once tho. I can do it again. I just hope it doesn't take me as long as last time to do it.
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