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CloudyPop
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Depression Support / by CloudyPop
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 November 17th, 2021
...See more The idea of simply not existing is really tempting when it's clear you are not going to be able to improve yourself and nobody will really care because they only see you when you are being useful to them. It's like a that feeling before you sneeze, but it never continues. I can feel myself getting near that edge, but get pulled back into having enough sanity to not do anything, but so little left in me to desire to not do it. How do I convince a parental figure that I need help without actually doing so?
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Depression Support / by CloudyPop
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 December 5th, 2021
...See more I have had symptoms of depression ever since I was very young, but it only started becoming an issue by the age of 12. By 13, I got professionally diagnosed with it and I figured that it got better over the years, but it turns out I am going numb from the stress and not being able to deal with it. My dumb logic was I could be less depressed and more willing to commit the self delete over the years. I've had more "sociopathic" traits surfacing as well, but I do not know what to really make of these. I don't know if this is long term or just an affect of numbness. I dont remember how long I have had them. I dont remember much about why I am even like this. I dont really cry anymore at least.
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