What am I?
I have had symptoms of depression ever since I was very young, but it only started becoming an issue by the age of 12. By 13, I got professionally diagnosed with it and I figured that it got better over the years, but it turns out I am going numb from the stress and not being able to deal with it. My dumb logic was I could be less depressed and more willing to commit the self delete over the years. I've had more "sociopathic" traits surfacing as well, but I do not know what to really make of these. I don't know if this is long term or just an affect of numbness. I dont remember how long I have had them. I dont remember much about why I am even like this. I dont really cry anymore at least.
@CloudyPop keep coming here for support! You are not alone.
I’m not a doctor and cannot diagnose you. However reach out to your doctor if you are struggling with depression and possible personality disorder.
There is nothing bad about you if you suffer from these. However they can be unpleasant and challenging without seeking support. I’m glad you found 7cups it’s great to have somewhere to go and talk to people.
Life is full of good and bad days - but I always like to remember, good days always keep coming.
