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Celine is upon her quest, journeying to the Tech Museum, about to be picked from the Vietnamese Center. There is no buffer, just time and time again she proves effortless, and happy. She is on a mission to be happy. She is big as ballon’s flying up in the air. She’s as elated as chocolate chip cookies for a toddler. She is maximizing like thin air turning to dust! She’s been as red as cherries, but she’s as tan as the sand on the beach! Thanks to the ridiculous foods she eats, like a bottomless pit of pineapples.


She had cracked skin opened on her face like scars to the bone. Except light and superficial, not cut deep. Dry as the desert, she doesn’t like to compensate water for replenishment from lotion or the light sheen of the fatty coconut oil. She refuses and refuses, until no one says a word. But there’s no such thing. Cracked and bloody she scratches, without a need for needless cream or ointment, something she doesn’t believe in. 





















































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Hello, I need relationship advice and/or suggestions supportive comments
Relationship Stress / by Cnguyen1
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 August 25th, 2025
...See more What happens after someone blocks you and need to have a partner. What do you do with all that regret? Supportive comments only please. 
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Trauma through wars
Trauma Support / by Cnguyen1
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 June 22nd, 2025
...See more I’m concerned about the wars in my his video wars that I just watched. I feel numb as the wars that happened like cyber attacks, and nationalism, like famine and gaslights… things that we don’t see on a daily basis, hidden behind the scene to earn our trust in a manipulative wold.  It feels harmful to me. 
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What’s your favorite song & why?
Music & Dance / by Cnguyen1
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 August 2nd, 2025
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What do you do when you're really frustrated?
Addiction Support / by Cnguyen1
Last post
 August 19th, 2024
...See more I think the reason why I don't leave the house in the morning is because I feel that if I can take abuse, it can be over the phone. But I know my stress levels aren't helping it, idk there's just so much to think about. 
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What do you do when someone doesn’t take your best interests at heart?
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Cnguyen1
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 July 26th, 2024
...See more Asking In Addiction
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Schizophrenia
Bipolar, Schizophrenia & Psychosis Support / by Cnguyen1
Last post
 June 20th, 2024
...See more I feel tired and anxious. I feel scared to leave the home, because I feel like someone or something is out to get me. And I know I’m struggling a lot more with, like violent thoughts. I want to trace them to their roots, because now I’m afraid of my father killing me, or something.  I often push myself. And I’ve found myself, like at this center with someone who also visited the psychiatric care, like me. I’m inspired by her story, and yet I know nothing about her. Something about her pulls always from me before I get a chance to talk to her. Her name is Sierra. I honestly thought I was going to go into the psychiatric care two times, before taking on this job of mine, which I took out my my own free will, but there this a tie there, with my mom.  So yeah, I feel like, I’m bulldozing my way towards this. All I got was desperation towards the end of the care, and I didn’t end up going all the way through to the home facility, which was basically the reason I was there.  I’m not compatible to my home, anymore, and I hate to admit that. Because now it’s a means to and end attitude. Thanks. 
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Seeking Support - AS
Addiction Support / by Cnguyen1
Last post
 June 26th, 2024
...See more So yeah. Intoxication. I feel stuffed , stuffy. Like I tried to bypass all my needs and such, and am not allowed such power play. I'm stuck in isolation , and I just feel like bypassing because I can't even use the restroom without feeling reprimidated by my parents in my head every day in isolation. It's driving me nuts like the movie, Camille. I don't know if it's part of my schizophrenia, but yeah while I use the restroom, tmi (slang), I see the old disc Ratatouille which my dad bought me. The tape kind. And how do you know , the person who I was desperate showed up. The very rat, no offense. But she was just as desperate, if she ever reads this sorry I'll treat you well. Everything I read goes away, as in I allow myself to identify with everything in order to get better , but I don't know if it's doing a god-damned thing . Esp. in I-solation . *exaggerates, exhilarates, whatever. I can't spell as an undergrad graduate, anyways . I need an I solution, meaning I hate my goddamned psychiatrist. How Dare I choose Kaiser, Amrite (slang) ?? I'll just people-please throughout my life and bypass. Or whatever. whatever floats my boat, or bloat. Thanks for reading. It's for the boy that I'll never have.
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Seeking Support
Addiction Support / by Cnguyen1
Last post
 June 24th, 2024
...See more Hi, so I never really allow myself to talk about even the simple things in life . Like I feel challenged to write and mainly speak about it in real life, but yeah I feel aroused // difficult to understand .., but I know it’ll be good once I put it out there. I feel ashamed for loving an older guy in here. They’ll never know it’s me , they’ll never know how abusive I am towards myself and thus , the people I’ll surround myself with , having had or having, I should say schizophrenia. The two go together because  Well, I had a lot of thoughts about them while at a High Vibe event in SF. I know I was there for them , and as a memento for that . yes , I feel alone, and isolated. I just want sex, if that makes sense . I don’t want to ID with my illnesses like they do . I want to craft my own response without having then listen to me and my story , if that makes sense for once . sorry if anyone had inappropriate thoughts. I totally felt gaslighted .
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