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...See more Hey all, I'm new here. I have been with my fiance J for 2 years now. We just had our son in January. J has multiple sclerosis which I knew before we started dating. I have chron's disease and gastroparesis, as well as fibromyalgia. We understand each others pain. I was hospitalized for 8 days when I was pregnant last August due to needing a feeding tube. I had my son at 37 weeks and he was growth restricted. He was only 4 lbs 13 oz when we brought him home. I've been very sick again since having him. My fiancé has been having issues with his legs and does fall sometimes. I take care of our son every night and about 98% of the time. My family and my older daughters love J very much. Things are better situation wise than they have been since their dad left 6 years ago. But it seems like nothing is ever serious unless it happens to him. I ended up with covid and pneumonia over the past two months. Nobody posted about me, my mom got irritated because I needed a ride home from the hospital at 1am. I am lightheaded and fell in the bathroom at a store and hit my head the other day. He never posted about me being sick either. But he fell yesterday and hit his head and posted about it. Even my own family was more worried about him than me. It's just frustrating and I am scared to tell him how I really feel. I am afraid to leave because everyone loves him so much. I also suffer from bipolar disorder and a personality disorder. 😕😕😕 we have had some issues with him respecting my feelings about something that he's done 3 times now and just says he wasn't thinking. But that is the problem. I'm not perfect obviously. I get frustrated easily right now. But I don't yell or anything at him or the kids. I get upset over pancakes not being perfect. 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️

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