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Want to be admitted to Hospital (UK)
General Support / by Constellation93
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 September 18th, 2017
...See more Please respond asap. I'm 24 (female) from the UK. Several days ago I presented to A&E asking to be admitted to hospital. I had taken a small amount of sleeping tablets (Zolpidem) with alcohol. I was assessed and they told me they didn't have any beds available and that they could offer me "Home Based Treatment". During the assessment I disclosed my daily self harm and my suicide plan. As my parents are unaware of what's going on with me, I cannot access this support when required, and the Home Based Treatment Team are aware that: 1. They cannot attend my house as my parents are unaware of the full extent of my depression. 2. I cannot make phone calls as I will be overheard by my parents who I live with. I have been attending 1 hour appointments with the Home Based Treatment Team at the Hospital for several days now and this is the ONLY time that I can communicate with them. This service is clearly not suitable for me and I think I need to be in Hospital. How do I get help and be admitted?
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Depression pushing friends away (need advice please)
Depression Support / by Constellation93
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 April 5th, 2017
...See more How do you deal with / cope with "friends" who don't put in any effort. Not only is it frustrating and upsetting, but it makes me feel worse about myself. E.g low self worth. I only have one friend (Abby), if I can call her that anymore...she's been through it all with me over the last few years and helped to support me. But I feel like she's given up on me. I would only see her once every 7+ months (and she lives 20 minutes away from me). She always tells me she is busy working and I work longer hours than she does, and she posts pictures on Facebook of her enjoying time with her friends but makes excuses when it comes to catching up with me over a cuppa. She knows that I question our friendship because I have asked her several times (over the past 2 years) if she still wants to be friends, because I feel like a burden to her and because she is distant. Each time she has assured me that we are friends, and that she's always there for me. What should I do? I think she doesn't want to tell me that our friendship is over incase it hurts me. But it's hurting me to feel rejected by her. Thank you to all those who welcomed me to the group and replied to my first post. X
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New member (depression,anxiety,self-harm)
Depression Support / by Constellation93
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 February 3rd, 2017
...See more Hi, I'm 24 (female) and from the UK. I work in the Emergency Services and I have Depression and Anxiety. The past year has been the worst time of my life. I was suicidal when I started Cognitive Analytic Therapy and my Therapist literally saved my life. I'm almost 4 months clean (from self harm). I've managed to get through the last few months without it, and I think the fact that my Mum recently found out (accidentally) has helped a bit too. My GP wasn't a great help...it wasn't until I asked for an assessment to see if I have Depersonalization-derealization Disorder that I was actually referred to the MH Team. I still don't have a diagnosis, they just told me that the derealisation is a symptom of my anxiety and upped my dosage of Effexor / Venlafaxine to 375mg per day. I really struggle with loneliness (which I feel embarrased to say)...No 24 year old should have literally no friends. I did have friends but the depression drove them away. Just looking for an outlet to help me manage I guess.
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