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Crazykindjane
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Is this how it's meant to be
Journals & Diaries / by Crazykindjane
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October 21st, 2019
...See more Is this how it's meant to be? Maybe not for you, but certainly for me... It's hovers over, consumes my insides, I let my guard down to open up to a new life, but he don't want that, he just wants what he likes .... So I'll leave him alone, it's probably the best thing to decide....
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Why am I so scared
Journals & Diaries / by Crazykindjane
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October 21st, 2019
...See more I don't know why I'm so afraid, I think I just truly don't want to have to ever be put in a violent situation again....his silence does not help, I've been "seeing" not really seeing more, getting to know, this man, who I am very interested in, but he's so silent, and I always think the worse, I straight away think he's maybe a serial killer, or got a crazy violent temper, even though he swears blind he's a pacifist, ......I'm finding it hard to trust humans, because I know that even after so long, they can still be unpredictable at any moment..... how do you get out of this? ...... You don't! .... When the whole world has done you wrong Infront of your eyes and doesn't stop doing wrong , how do you get past this , for the sake of finding someone to share some affection with during our stay on earth.......how......you just deal with be alone I guess, deal with it, or keep trying, and hope no one kills you during your attempt of affection lol.......🤷
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