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Creamyyy
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Yet another bad day
General Support / by Creamyyy
Last post
 September 26th
...See more I wish i was strong enough not to ask for support so often but i do :( Gladly ure all kind to not think of me as less strong. I know that. I feel exhausted. Things are repititive in my home. Its unfair abuse. Walking on eggshells has made me dysfunctional. I need change. I want to relocate. It cant happen overnight. But can I cope till then? Can I even make my way there? Im consuming soft drinks every second day knowing theyre gona push my weight up. I just feel the need to clutch on to something. Im struggling with basic activities. It took me so much strength to cut my nails just now. Im struggling with faith and hope. . A voice says everything will be okay . The other voice says not to trust this voice. I feel trust issues with people often. i feel like time is ticking away and i need to seize it but how can I go beyond the limits granted to me?
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Disappointed by listener support
General Support / by Creamyyy
Last post
 September 23rd
...See more Ive been on cups for a v long time. Ive always found listener support to be very poor. Its no fault of the app. I know its volunteer work. I still appreciate whatver i get.. i really do. In the hour of panic --- even a mere acceptance of a chat request calms the heart a little. Yet --- today I found the same issues ive been observing over the years & the reason i switched to seeking forum support - because it seemed better.. 1] listeners ghosting like after 2 messages 2] listeners asking for personal info with the pretext of knowing more. But theyre not asking about your context. But things like age gender location. These are not a pre requisite to begin a support chat and it makes you lose trust 3] listeners doubting your story. Its really the last thing you want to hear when asking for support :/ 4] listeners being judgmental appearing as if they want to dig gossip instead of coming from a place of compassion.... Once again - i owe my survival to cups - so this isnt a bad intentioned post. Its just a bit disappointing. Because all these years in - its pretty much a repeat trend going on. The forums are way more comforting & i guess thats my destined place <3
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A little encouragement requested
Relationship Stress / by Creamyyy
Last post
 September 21st
...See more So its a small problem but its weighing me down. I came across this super cute looking guy and i really liked his aura. Ive been trying to find a spouse since a long time, as many of you might know. Anyway. I really found a dream ignited when I saw his pic. Its of course a crush i was having. Because I dont always find myself drawn to a lot of people. I am selective in spite of my hungering for love. I reached out to him in a nice polite way expressing interest. He didnt respond. And since its been a few days I dont think hes interested I guess I might be feeling a little blow to my self worth. Obviously im not shattered. Just a little disappointed. I dont always find people a match for myself and when I do, I guese the other side doesnt. Hopefully one day there will be a mutual attraction and interest. Id like to keep hope. Its just.... it gets hard keeping faith in my stars .. Any words of encouragement will be appreciated ... I really am grateful to this community always and always
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Connecting again
General Support / by Creamyyy
Last post
 September 23rd
...See more What do you do if you dont wish for anything good anymore, because youre exhausted by being resilient for so long? What do you dont wish to invest in any love ties anymore and dont know what to do with your time anymore? What do you do when faith doesnt pacify you? Hope yre all well.
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Request for support
General Support / by Creamyyy
Last post
 August 27th
...See more Im feeling a lot of anxiety. Heart beat feels fast. Head is pounding. Some kind of ptsd Any supportive messages will be appreciated. I feel really alone and in need of some kindness and warmth I miss u all
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Life feels odd
General Support / by Creamyyy
Last post
 July 17th
...See more II'm eating more junk these days and not as much motivated to fitness. Something feels odd in myself. Ii recently ended a toxic equation (an online interaction with a guy I was planning to date). And im relieved about it. But there is some withdrawal effects too. Basically a blow on self worth. I feel really bad in navigating life in such an alone manner. I feel unlucky sometimes. The kind of loneliness ive lived with maybe many few have. I want to put my mind to work. Got books to read. Got things to write.. I need to trust love around me to give myself a confidence boost. I need to see myself with compassion and not judge my emotions as weakness. I miss you all..... its so good knowing you all. Fill me in with some updates -- I wish to reconnect to my friends. I love you all. @cyanessence @Amanda84 @jesusredeemedme2425 @Torean @mytwistedsoul @SparkyGizmo @IzzyGamer @peachthinker662 @PiecesOfWhoeverIWas @YourCaringConfidant @Tinywhisper11 @Sunisshiningandsoareyou
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My unforgotten friend
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by Creamyyy
Last post
 July 2nd
...See more To start off with - i never had addiction But maybe for about 6 years I was a casual drinker, once a month type thing. Then I changed course. 10 years - But the mind hasnt entirely forgotten what it used as a tool to cope or escape heaviness of the heart I reoriented myself mainly through prayer and while its true for me that prayer is lasting relief and alcohol is temporary, a part of me wants to break down to it again, it feels like my inner need to cry against what feels unbearable.... I dont see myself as relapsing but I dont see myself forgetting my old friend either. Thats just our equation now. Somewhere together. Assuaging through memories. Telling me Ive already conquered my inability to bear my sadness ... im on a golden page... im just having trouble trusting it with an extra might....
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