CrystalGeyser2016 Member Profile

...See more I'm so tired of being taken advantage of that I have secluded myself from almost everyone. I have a huge heart and love to help people, but as soon as I stop answering every 3 am phone call or stop lending money, or stop being their therapist, they stop being my friend. It hit me hardest with my best friend. We lived together, loved each other, finished each other's sentences, the whole nine yards. Then he just...stopped contacting me. We would make plans and he ditched me every single time. I would still forgive him. I told him that if he didn't want to be friends, just tell me and I will stop contacting him. That way it wouldn't be awkward for either of us. He assured me nothing was wrong. I got ditched four more times in a row after that and finally stopped trying. Now all of our friends (they're all mutual, because again we were basically one person, that's how close our friendship was) still hang out with him and me, but separately. I did everything for this kid. I have forgiven him more times than I can count. The only thing that I can think of is that I'm not as exciting anymore. I don't party every night. I just feel so alone. I have no true friends because they are also friends with him, and I know they talk about me when they are together. I just want to know WHY, but apparently I don't deserve an explanation. Why even bother with friends anymore? That's what I told myself. A year later and I'm more lonely than I ever was. I feel like I'm dead

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