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Just needed to vent
Depression Support / by Curiosity1712
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 November 19th, 2023
...See more I'm not sure why im writing this as I've never done this before. I've dealt with my depression since I was 13 and I'm 23 now. I've been through self harming and being suicidal. I thought I was doing so well, I made decisions that I believed would make my life better and it did for a while but I relapsed. I dont have anyone I can rely on or even talk to and everytime I've tried to trust anyone I've ended up worse off for it. Recently I've realised I can't do it all alone but my mental health makes socialising so difficult... everything is falling apart around me and I'm not even sure of how I feel towards anything. I'm driving myself insane. I got out of a bad relationship a while ago but I cant tell if the one I'm in now is good for me either. The only friends I have are ones that come to me when they want something and dismiss when I need to talk. There's been so much happening with my family within the past few months I've almost lost 4 of the people I love. I'm just falling apart I'm getting worse with each passing day and I dont see a way out of it all. I just needed somewhere I could write about it without having to worry about people I know finding it. 
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