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DamagedDiamond
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YouTube depression channel
Depression Support / by DamagedDiamond
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October 9th, 2016
...See more hi you guys . I was wondering if I started a YouTube channel making videos on my life of depression and how I'm getting over it and give advice on how to get through the day being actually happy , if you guys would watch it?
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YouTube depression channel
Depression Support / by DamagedDiamond
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October 7th, 2016
...See more hi you guys . I was wondering if I started a YouTube channel making videos on my life of depression and how I'm getting over it and give advice on how to get through the day being actually happy , if you guys would watch it?
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Not good enough
Depression Support / by DamagedDiamond
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April 12th, 2016
...See more Hide and seek is a game I play with myself everyday. I hide my pain and seek temporary happiness. I'm 19, you can call me "My". I feel like I'm the cause of everything that goes wrong in my life. And that I'm never good enough. I don't need a guy to complete me but when i have a boyfriend I feel the happiest. It hard for me to move on from thing .. I cry a lot and i feel like no one is here to pat me on my back and genuinely encourage me. I don't trust anybody I feel like everyone lies . When my friends say I'm pretty... I don't believe them because I feel like they say that cause I'm their friend and they don't want to hurt my feelings. Every guy I involve myself with always do me wrong and I try my best to be the best girlfriend I can but I'm never good enough.. My biggest fears are that I'll never become a RN, I'll never become a mother, I'll never become a wife and the biggest fear of them all is that i won't make it to heaven.... Those are the things that I care about most ! But I'm not good enough for a guy because something happens to where they never want to commit so with that being said how could I ever become a wife and mother! I took a semester off from school to work .. How could I become a RN by doing that !? And I've sinned so much I just pray god forgives me.. I fear being alone , being nothing. I want to mean something to someone.. I want to feel loved beyond measures.. I'm in a dark place and I'm not happy.
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