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Datgal1
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Depression Support / by Datgal1
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 January 16th, 2020
...See more Hello, my name is Charlotte. So Ive been feeling ‘depressed for maybe around a year and a half now. With that said I am not diagnosed so obviously I dont know if Im actually depressed, this is just how I feel. It feels like I have 0 motivation for anything including normal things like watching a show or playing video games. Because of this Ive been spending most of my time in bed which definitely is not making it better but I have 0 will to do anything else. But why am I feeling this way? Well I dont know why Im this sad to the extent I am. Since nothing horribly traumatic has happened to me. But Ill name some of the more little things that have happened so you can have more of a grasp to my life. I am pretty anti-social and quite introverted, due to this Im not that popular, I have like 5 friends at school and we stick together, except one of them keeps belittling me. Saying things like ‘no one likes you ‘youre fat ect, and I know thats a toxic friendship but Im so scared that if I cut her off from me my other friends wont talk to me. Another issue Im dealing with is my family, especially my dad. He literally thinks he is god, he is always preaching his ideals and religion onto me and my siblings. He is high on every drug imaginable all the time and is incredibly homophobic, and as a lesbian that really sucks. Just for an example how psychotic my father is one time around 4 months ago he strangled my dog to death because he believed she was ‘possessed by a demon. Another thing is he wanted to have a baby with my mum and then have a baby with some other girl and then get the babies to breed to make the ‘ultimate form. Another thing, my friends dad was just arrested for raping her like a week ago. My friend then tried to kill herself. Also apparently her dad had camera in the bathroom at his house. I showered in that bathroom multiple times when I was having sleepovers with my friends. This kind of turnt into a rant, sorry. But I really have no clue what to do about anything. I am terrified of telling people how I feel, thats why Im here. Thanks for listening :)
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