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Desiderata0413
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BPD struggle
Personality Disorders Support / by Desiderata0413
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 March 26th, 2024
...See more I have BPD. I’ve been with my therapist for a while. But I’ve got myself convinced that she hates me and doesn’t want to help me. I’ve got it deep seated in my head that therapists don’t care and we are just numbers on their calendar. I can’t even open up to her. She actually made me sign a contract that says I can’t accuse her of hating me. And recently she told me I wasn’t allowed to contact her between sessions. I’m just so stressed and my brain can’t get passed her hating me. I don’t know what to do? Help!
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Anniversary
Self-Harm Recovery / by Desiderata0413
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 February 4th, 2024
...See more Next week will be 5 years since my major attempt. I usually try to celebrate on the anniversary. Do something nice for myself, massage, pedicure, something. I have been in and out of the hospital and rehab since then. This year I don’t feel like celebrating. I just feel like a failure and a loser. I have struggled so much over the past 5 years. I canceled my appt with my therapist because I’m too afraid to talk about it. I just want to be proud to be alive and I don’t this year!
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