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Desrow
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Did I experience child on child sexual abuse?
Trauma Support / by Desrow
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February 13th, 2016
...See more I have aspergers so I'm very bad at judging people's true intentions and often can be very timed because of my parental abuse that has made me automatically take on whatever someone does to me. when I was five until I was eight I was friends with an older girl (she was three years older). When I was five I learned about date rape drugs and by extension sexual assault. It became an active part of our play and wile nothing was penitive there was fondling. Most of my memories are very spaced out as I was also emotionally abused so I can't really recall much as a child strongly. She was some stronger than me and it was her that continued this part of our "play", the only time I really can recall being happy being around her was for three months when the touching stopped. She would do things like pretend I was a boy so she could have sex with her, she'd ask me what parents of the female body I liked best? She use to play things like pretending we had a pinching machine . Because we played in her garage we never really had any adults keeping a close eye on us. I know she did the same sort of play with a girl later on, pretending to take photos of her on the school toilet. edited by dancingRainbow45 on 05/05/2017 as this post is moving to Traumatic Experiences community,. sections have been edited to ensure it does not breach the community guidelines on non graphic discussion in forums to avoid triggering others
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