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...See more Does death by overdose hurt? Today my alter ego made me run into a truck, but since it was going slowly it managed to stop and let me cross... what is this, is life laughing at me? I'm still 1 year away from adulthood, and yet, even at this moment when I should be surrounded by people like any other normal teenager, here I am... sitting alone, always alone, giving fake smiles, fake words, with no one I feel I can trust... My mother is much better than many others out there, but she still manages to ruin my already broken mood, always focusing on my mistakes. My father is the height of the worst. He blames me, always calls me a liar about EVERYTHING, gets angry at ANYTHING and still acts as if I were a prisoner under house arrest. And while I'm screwed, my parents still take advantage of and favor my sister who is spoiled and rude. NOBODY talks to me at school (only the teachers and school administration are nice to me), I have a lot of things to do, I have to deal with people who often insult me, I have my future to decide on, it's SO MUCH!! And on top of that, I'm a coward, I'm afraid of pain, but not of death... I cut myself once, and it hurt because I cut it really deep, after that I started pinching myself, eating TOO MUCH, scratching my neck to the point where it got red and swollen, and crying... There's a lot more to this story, a lot of things that keep pulling me down to the bottom of the well, but I don't have the courage to keep remembering it. Do I really have to go through all of this? Do I really have to continue with this *** life? I'm religious and I believe that, after we die, we turn to dust, we don't think, we don't feel, nothing.... So? Does anyone know? Does dying from an overdose hurt? (Sorry, I said too much)

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