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Dillontdoit
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Figuring out who I am after 2 years of partway getting out of an abusive situation
Trauma Support / by Dillontdoit
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 November 30th, 2021
...See more I’d been mentally and physically abused for a while and only recently got out of one of the houses that did it. Going to be out of the other in about a month now. But every day is so hard to handle. I can’t even finish a full meal a day now. It’s still a little rough now. Especially in my relationship, where my restlessness and defensiveness is causing a bit of an issue. I’ve been going through some days where depression just kicks me in my butt. I don’t know who I am?? Most of the things I like just stim from what other people have shown me. I feel indifferent to most things. Not a lot surprises me. But I guess on the bright side I have everyone trying to get me to stop apologizing when it feels like I have to or I’m going to suffocate. At least the nights where I’ve had issues, the next day I completely forget everything including how I felt, so I can’t learn from anything.
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