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Djohnoe
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PathStep 13 Compassion hearts46 Forum posts42 Forum upvotes20 Current upvotes20 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2019 Member sinceNovember 18, 2018
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Something to make you happy
Depression Support / by Djohnoe
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February 10th, 2019
...See more Basically, this thread is a place to share online things (Youtube videos, Pinterest images, etc.) give you and me happiness.
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I hate myself
Depression Support / by Djohnoe
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February 6th, 2019
...See more That's pretty much it. I hate myself. This is where I vent because I'm looking for attention. There's nothing to say about me but the overwhelming negativity and the constant exhaustion. Basically, I'm boring.
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==> Self-loathing? Click for More
Depression Support / by Djohnoe
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January 30th, 2019
...See more Basically, I just have a lot of things to say but my other 2 threads are no longer hot or clickbait-y enough to attract more 7cups members, so I made a new one. So yeah, that's about it.
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Everyday is a struggle.
Depression Support / by Djohnoe
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January 19th, 2019
...See more I wake up with anxiety. "What was it?" - Hopelessness, it's just another day, like the rest 7 months. Then again, to prevent myself from overwhelming with negativity, I conclude "work". That is not enough to change anything but at least, it gives me a lift out of my bed. The "work" here is a collection of educational tasks that I must do everyday to give myself a meaning of life. Most of them are related to coding. "Hey, look. This guy can code." - Yeah, bro. My experience is about 7 months, not even properly educated nor trained. The only reason I code is because that's the only sane thing appeared in my mind during a panic 7 months ago. (What am I even typing here?)
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Pardon me, English is my 2nd language.
Depression Support / by Djohnoe
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December 28th, 2018
...See more As you can see from the title, I have no idea what to type. I'm from a developing Asian country where therapy services are expensive to most average people (0.85 USD/15 minutes of therapy, for example), counseling is non-existant and supports are scarce because of stigma. That is why I'm here as I did not receive much help from my surrounding. [edited by FM Erato, 12/25/18 for expressing active suicidal tendencies. Please check out the community guidelines here [https://www.7cups.com/about/communityGuidelines.php]]
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