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Elliott1830
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Feel like a completely different person anymore.
Anxiety Support / by Elliott1830
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February 3rd, 2023
...See more I look back see I have changed so much in the last 10 years. I feel like a completely different person then I was. - I can't talk to people or carry a conversation anymore my mind draws a blank. (Not even with my wife.) - I have isolated myself by not talking to anyone and going to 2nd shift where there's no one there to stress me out and my work ethic has dropped so much. If I had a choice I probably wouldn't talk anymore. - I will text friends or family and then lose interest in talking or don't know what to say. - I have no interest in anything or any hobbies anymore. Can't even relax to watch a TV show or play with the kids. - my anxiety and worry is out of control just waiting on the next thing to happen my stomach feels like something is wrong. (Can't even check the mail anymore.) - Just the thought of going anywhere but home or work gives me anxiety. Definitely places with a lot of people. When making any plans I only think of the bad things that could happen. - I always think people are after me or that they think bad things about me. - I feel like my home time goes so fast don't feel like I have any down time to enjoy doing anything if I wanted to. - I feel like a helicopter husband always worried about her seizures, her stress or that I'm not good enough for her. - Its hard to be happy about my oldest daughter going to the Navy (mixed emotions) or how it will affect the other kids. - I can't fall asleep I take melatonin everynight now not just weekdays anymore. My head and body won't shut off. - I was taking caffeine pills to help my energy and mood but I stopped thinking it causes anxiety so I'm a zombie all day. - I can't stand thinking of the future because I'm always waiting for the next thing that takes what I have now. ( No motivation or goals )
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