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FPBagel
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts12 Forum posts23 Forum upvotes21 Current upvotes21 Age GroupAdult Last activeOctober, 2016 Member sinceSeptember 10, 2016
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Everything Feels Pointless
Depression Support / by FPBagel
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October 9th, 2016
...See more I feel like my life doesn't matter. I'm 22 years old and there's not a single person in my life that would be negatively impacted by my life ending. My family barely speaks to me now anyway. All we do is fight. They don't agree with my life choices. My boyfriend of three years loves me... I know that, but I make him so angry on a daily basis and I don't even try. I literally don't have friends... I'm bad at relationships with people that I don't see everyday. I've moved away from my hometown 2 years ago and have since lost every friend I had. I'm just so sad all the time... It just hurts so much every day just to wake up and live life. I hate feeling lonely or like an inconvenience. Nothing makes me happy anymore... Well, I guess my boyfriend does... But he's literally the only thing I have in this world. Most days I just want everything to end.. I hate feeling this way
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I feel lost... Maybe I just need a friend?
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by FPBagel
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April 9th, 2018
...See more Hi everyone. You can call me Bagel, still not comfortable using my actual name. I have been clean for about 3.5 years now and have no intention of relapsing. Cocaine and Oxy were my poisons of choice. The problem is every time I get angry or upset I feel the urges to go find a fix. I just miss the way it let me escape reality.... I guess I just need friends to help me through it... Any takers?
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