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I lost my ability to think deeply.
Mindfulness Center / by FangBS02
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 February 24th
...See more I'm a man 20 years old. I play chess online. Once I played in an arena that was streamed on twitch. One guy was commentating on my game which was a rapid game 15mins + 5s per move. I rewatched it later. When me and my opponent were low on time he called it 'bullet' which is a very fast time control where you don't think that much and just win on time. From this time I have issues thinking and trying my best, now I completely lost the ability to think and I feel like whenever I try to think, I need to do it 'by force' rather than naturally. I would like to recover my ability to think back but I really don't know how. I really don't like this how they called it bullet and it's an unwanted/intrusive thought. It tells me to not think. It feels like something prohibits me from thinking or that I can't do it. How to stop thinking about it so that it doesn't bother me anymore? 
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