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Farrelio
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts1 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2026 Member sinceApril 26, 2026
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Self-Esteem / by Farrelio
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 April 28th
...See more My name is Farrel and I am a college student. Last night, I wasn’t sleep enough to prepare my presentation. This morning, I presented my powerpoint in class. It went pretty well, even I think We could deliver better if we were not deadliners. I tried so hard, to carry the team. I made all the slides, and bring the concepts. Yet, I think I still can’t delivered it well. I started realizing this when the other presenters deliver better. At that moment, I see myself unworthy. Like— Suddenly all my efforts become so worthless compared to them. I did all my best, sleep for 3 hours, revised 10x times, etc. Yet I know I couldn’t handle all of it by myself. No one chooses me while the lecturer told us to form a group. I feel unseen, unworthy, bcoz I only have value in academic. I am nothing if I fail on it. Every year since my 18th bday, I only have one wish, and I hope that it is my last birthday. (for context, I grow in an asian parent mindset that if I dont get A grades, they will punish me. I have BPD diagnosed on age 17)
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