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...See more Hello everyone! I'm here cause I feel like there's no hope for me. I don't have a clue what I want to do in my life, how I can contribute to this society. I studied something I later realised I don't like and now I feel stuck in that meaningless industry. I don't have any real passion, not something I love more than anything. My relationship with someone who I think is my only soulmate on this planet has ended. He was the only person that made me come alive so much, I never feel as happy around anyone else, we have a very deep connection and although we remain friends it's hard not to have him in my life more cause that always gave me strength to be who I want to be and now I don't feel like I can do it on my own. I'm not very close with my parents to tell them all of this, I feel scared, it's probably my conditioning and always wanting to look like I'm doing fine...but I'm really not! I feel so depressed and unworthy of anything, nothing makes me happy and I feel like there is nothing to live for now that I'm not with him. And talking to him and hearing that he is sorting out his life in the way I always thought we could do together makes me so envious and more depressed. There are things that I want to do, I have some dreams of travelling or having a job where I can connect with people and help them in some way but there's always the money issue. And my fear of failure. I am too scared to try things that my heart is yearning for. I don't know how to overcome any of this. Can anyone relate? Help?

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