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Life after covid 19
Depression Support / by Findagoal
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January 3rd, 2024
...See more Before covid 19, I am really well settled working in kuwait (I am indian) with good salary. When I was working there in 2018 I make my house in india with some loan from my friends and families. I almost clear my 80% loan in 2 years and I am sure that after 4-6 months I clear all my debt. But life is not going with our way. In that movement corona is pick time and my mother and father are positive. I come to India for them and hospitalized them and take lots of loan again to pay the hospital bill.y father is discharge in 4-5 days my mother is in ICU for almost 20 days. I get loan for everyone I know. Sometime I begging for money. If I don't pay the bills, they out us from ICU (they did this in many people and I saw people died in some minutes after they remove ICU supports). But I failed to save my mom. I will do everything that in my hands. That time my father condition is not that well that I can leave him alone to go kuwait so I stopped in india and leave my job. At first I think I can work hard here and pay my loans but now I understand that it's not easy. Almost 2 year and I am not able to pay My loans. Every day people call me, meet me they abused me for not pay their money. And they are right. I try everything to earn some extra money and sometimes I get some little work but don't get regularly. Now I am that position that I don't want to live but I don't have option to died.
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