Life after covid 19
Before covid 19, I am really well settled working in kuwait (I am indian) with good salary. When I was working there in 2018 I make my house in india with some loan from my friends and families. I almost clear my 80% loan in 2 years and I am sure that after 4-6 months I clear all my debt. But life is not going with our way. In that movement corona is pick time and my mother and father are positive. I come to India for them and hospitalized them and take lots of loan again to pay the hospital bill.y father is discharge in 4-5 days my mother is in ICU for almost 20 days. I get loan for everyone I know. Sometime I begging for money. If I don't pay the bills, they out us from ICU (they did this in many people and I saw people died in some minutes after they remove ICU supports). But I failed to save my mom. I will do everything that in my hands. That time my father condition is not that well that I can leave him alone to go kuwait so I stopped in india and leave my job.
At first I think I can work hard here and pay my loans but now I understand that it's not easy. Almost 2 year and I am not able to pay My loans. Every day people call me, meet me they abused me for not pay their money. And they are right.
I try everything to earn some extra money and sometimes I get some little work but don't get regularly. Now I am that position that I don't want to live but I don't have option to died.
@Findagoal I am truly sorry to hear about the immense challenges you've been facing. It's clear that you've done everything within your power to care for your loved ones and navigate the financial challenges that followed.
Coping with the loss of a loved one, especially a parent, is an incredibly painful experience. Your dedication to your family's well-being and your efforts to manage financial struggles are evident. It's okay to feel the weight of these difficulties, and it's important to acknowledge the toll they can take on your mental and emotional well-being.
Please consider reaching out to support networks, friends, listeners or mental health professionals who can provide guidance and assistance during these tough times. You deserve compassion and understanding.
If you ever need someone to talk to or share your feelings with, don't hesitate to reach out. If you're feeling overwhelmed or in crisis, it's crucial to connect helplines. Your well-being matters, and people want to offer support and kindness during this challenging period. Take care 💚