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...See more It's really hard for me at the moment to give myself the help I need... It feels like at the moment I keep losing in a battle that I will never win at, it's just backwards and forwards and full of ups and downs but I can't get a grip of them at all... A close friend of mine that I met in hospital (after a suicide attempt) and who looked out for me the past 7-8 months, passed away last Monday and just the evening before she told the nursing staff that she loved me as if I was her own daughter... but now I can't help but think that now I've been a fuck up to two Mothers... I feel as if my voices are winning at the moment, with deaths an anniversarys of friends that have passed over, I guess I'm here looking for some advice on how I can get through this time as best as possible as I'm really starting to struggle badly at the moment... I've tried talking to my workers but it's no good they tell me to distract myself an draw but then tell me off for making a mess with my art stuff out 😔 and then I've got my friend funeral, just wanna be able to get through the funeral at least without freaking out or harming myself before or after the event... Last funeral I went to cost my 37stitches internal external... Please if you have any advice will be greatly received... Even if it's just to get me through the funeral on Thursday...

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