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FishMachine
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Does this belong here? Specific fetish addiction.
Addiction Support / by FishMachine
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 January 19th, 2018
...See more Hello. I'd rather not discuss the fetish itself, but I will say it involves going through people's garbage. I need to stop and I don't know how. I'm driven by desire. And my anxiety increases my guilt afterwards ("did I cover my tracks", "did someone see me", "I'm getting arrested for sure this time", etc). Does anyone have similar experiences with an unorthodox fetish that involves similarly shunned/dangerous activities? And if so, how are you coping with it? How are you stopping yourself? I've only done it a total of 4 times over the last month. Two of those times were a few days apart, the next a week, and today's was two weeks after the last. So I'm getting better I suppose, now that I write it out. But my relapse today concerns me. Also my anxiety is going off the charts right now. I was stupid enough to take something home with me. I can dispose of it easily enough but I need to stop.
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