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FlorianKnell
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts7 Forum posts1 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2018 Member sinceNovember 22, 2018
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haha oh boy
Anxiety Support / by FlorianKnell
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 November 25th, 2018
...See more so i'm new to this whole thing. and definitely not comfortable with it. honestly i hate usually all forms of social contact and am paranoid about everything becauuuse i have stupid schizophrenia, my parents don't believe in mental illness like this and anything they do they believe can be conquered by simple willpower. they also don't believe in therapy hahaha. so this joyful wonderful thanksgiving, mom is screaming at me, bringing things up in front of the guests- makings me seem like a lazy piece of garbage as usual. meanwhile i'm being jerked back and forth losing control of my own mind. i think i'm having a legitimately mental breakdown. my chest hurts so much- my brain registers my "imaginary friend" loyd is killing everyone, or at least trying to. i can't focus i just want to hide and stab my fingers. i honestly don't know what to doooo hahahahaha
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