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FlowerFreckles
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts6 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2019 Member sinceOctober 29, 2019
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Hi! I'm Noa. I write poetry and songs about my trauma and mental illnesses. My goal in life is to spread as much love and kindness as i can.

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I feel violated. (TW abuse, rape)
Trauma Support / by FlowerFreckles
Last post
 October 29th, 2019
...See more For most of my formative years, I was in an abusive relationship. The guy was mentally and emotionally abusive to me throughout the whole relationship. He would scream at me and threaten to self-harm or kill himself if I wouldn't do what he wanted. He would spend hours shouting at me about how I'm a horrible person, and only when I broke down crying he hugged me, and said that it's okay, and that he can make be better. About a year later, he started pressuring me into doing sexual things with him. Keep in mind that this was a big deal for me. I was 14. I didn't want to do anything sexual, but he started threatening to break up with me or hurt himself - and I was forced to say yes. Just as I gathered up the courage to stand up to him, he started pressuring me into having anal sex with him. He would go on and on and scream at me about how he gave me his time and energy, and he expects me to make a sacrifice in return. Eventually, he threatend to break up with me or hurt himself, so I felt awful and had to say yes. It was humiliating. Everytime I said no he forced me to apologize. Then he also started painfully hitting me during sex. He made me cut off all of my friends, he claimed I was stealing attention from him. He made me think no one would ever love me, because I'm a horrible and disgusting excuse of a girl. At the final stage, he would break up with me every other week, and then say he's sorry. Then he raped me at the school bathroom, and left me to faint in the hall.
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Hello There:)
Newbie Hub / by FlowerFreckles
Last post
 November 1st, 2019
...See more Hi everyone! My name is Noa, and I'm a bit confused about how to use this app so please correct me if I post in the wrong community😅 I'm a 16 year old bisexual girl. I like poetry and art, and my second favorite thing in the whole wide world is rain. I have quite a messy past, which resulted in some mental scarring and illnesses, and I installed this app to help me heal from my trauma, and meet other people with similar experiances. I am thrilled to meet new friends and talk to people on here, and I'll be more than glad to help in any way I can. Thanks for reading this and have a lovely day!
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