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...See more Hello:) So I’m still a high-school student, a senior. a few months left until i graduate. I recently just got a really good job, and it’s in the line of work that i dream of having. Every night though, I sorta just lay awake, thinking if i’m even suppose to be in this line of work. It’s a huge weight on my shoulders as a 18 year old. I’ve been dreaming of this for 3 years. Now that i’m here, im not sure. I want to spend the rest of my teen years, being a teenager(safely). But now i’m working almost all the time, 7am-7pm on weekends and 3:30-9:30 on weekdays along with school. Anyways, every night i have really bad anxiety. Like what’s to come tomorrow, is tomorrow the day i mess up badly? Sure I won’t know until i get to work.. but it’s so bad. I’m not a very fast learner, i have to be told a few times how to do something but i will understand eventually. and i think that’s the bad part. it’s gotten bad to where some nights, i plan to od or something, and text someone to go ahead and call 911 when they see the message. i’m not going to do it, the thought just kinda.. lingers. i’m not ready to work an adult job, mentally or physically. anyways, to sum it up.. i think i regret getting this job. i’m gonna try to sleep now, goodnight!

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